Monday, December 19, 2011

Well, Jeremy's really leaving ..


I know I already did an entire post on Jeremy on my dating blog, but him leaving is really such a huge thing to me that this blog needs something on it about him too. Basically.

This song here is nice for me right now. I really am liking it.


Also, this song is my favorite song of all time.


It's great because it's so true for me, always in my life. It reminds me of all the people God has put in my life to get me through. I am literally surrounded by people who save my life everyday. This song is really hitting a nerve with me right now; I can't even listen to it without bawling, because it reminds me so much of Jeremy. Every word of it is true. Jeremy makes them true.
I especially like when it says "You always say something without even knowing that I'm hanging onto your words with all of my might and it's alright, yeah I'm alright, for one more night," because that's so true with Jeremy. Every time something goes wrong, I talk to Jeremy and he makes it fine. Even if we're not talking about what's wrong or if he doesn't even know somethings wrong, whatever we talk about makes it better, somehow. He is so good at making things right in my life and cheering me up.

I guess that's why we're best friends. Because he saves my life everyday.

Saturday, December 17, 2011

SMILE

I just want to let you all know that my life isn't terrible. So, to make up for my last post of complaints, here's some wonderful things in my life that make me smile.

My cousin Makayla's hugs.

Christmas.

Music.

Finishing finals. And surviving my first semester of college.

Being home.

Sweaters.

Going to Ogden.

Best friends.

My family.

Nuts and cheesecake.

Pictures.

Jeremy Troff. Always.

Inside jokes.

And a lot more. Today is the kind of day that makes me really feel grateful for what I have.


Friday, December 9, 2011

Some days ...

I have a cold.

I failed my cleaning check. I know how to clean. I'm very upset.

It's finals week and I'm stressed.

It's so cold, always.

I don't know what I'm going to do with my life.

My best friend is leaving. SOON.

I just want to go home, but I have to get stuff done here for class and now I have to make sure the bathroom is clean for the recheck and I just .. want to go home.

Today is just not my day. Sorry to complain.


Sunday, December 4, 2011

Families Can Be Together Forever

I love my family. I always will and am so grateful that I get to be with them forever. There can't be a better thought than that. I don't ever want to do anything that would part me from them.
I have such a wonderful family. They do so much for me.

My mom believes in me.
Jon talks with me.
Eric looks out for me.
Alison listens to me.
My grandma counsels me.
My grandpa shows he loves me.
My aunts and uncles let me into their homes.
My cousins are my best friends. In so many ways.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0J-_f4oRuWI&feature=results_main&playnext=1&list=PLE835BB70DD66A8FC

"I have a family here on earth, they are so good to me. I want to share my life with them through all eternity ... I always want to be with my own family, and the Lord has shown me how I can."