Content.

Remember how I do that thing, looking back to a year ago to see what I was doing? A lot of times, that ends in either, I am so glad that I am not going through that right now, or a I wish that's what my life was right now.

Today, I'm doing that. I am looking back to where I was in February last year, and the year before, and the year before that. And you know what?

I am indifferent, looking back. I don't wish I was there, I am not glad it's over. I am just so ... content right now. No, actually, more than content. Today is the kind of day to look back and see the Lord in the details of m life. No one else could have orchestrated it so perfectly. I am so glad, though, that I am where I am at, today. I can look back and see both the good and bad times in my life, and I know that the future holds that as well. I still want to continue to grow and become a better person, and I am so excited for everything I am going to do. But today, I am ... content. All the way through my heart and out my fingertips.

Right now, I am facing a choice. I big choice. I hate that usually, but let me tell you, I have never been happier to be facing a decision as I am right now.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w_LOOKssMpA&NR=1&feature=endscreen
This song doesn't fit the mood of my post, exactly, but I really like it. Sad songs are the prettiest.

P.S. I finished my book, story thing. I am so excited!