Have you ever written one of those blog posts that is really good for you to write, but not very creative and more journal-like, making it one that other people probably won't even care to read? I did. Today. This post, in fact.

Today was an odd sort of day for me.

I accidentally slept in. It was nice, but I missed my institute class and am so bummed about that. And guilty. I also was late for my tap class, so I just didn't go. It won't hurt my grade, since I'm doing very well in it, but that is one of the classes I actually like. But, I would rather miss than walk in late. So, instead I went to a Book of Mormon institute class with Brother Stoll. He's the father of one of my high school friends and he lets me visit his class often; it's nice.

Psychology was normal. I had a test that I did well on in Sociology. Then I left, missing my Anthropology class. It's hard to go to that class, because I took the same one last year and so it's very easy. I have an A, without really trying. But, the credits wouldn't transfer right from UVU to SLLC, and I wanted to see if it would be a better class here. It's not.

Then I got to go to my cousin's house and hang out for a bit. That was my favorite part of the day. I watched Tinker Bell, ate cheese sandwiches, colored Christmas coloring pages, and listened to Makayla read a book to me. I love kids so much. I am so excited for when I can have my own family. And, of course, I got to talk with my aunt Ardis. That was nice.

When I got home, I just sort of chilled. I thought a lot about everything in my life and really decided on some things. Not everything is figured out, but I am once again motivated to be my best. I've been feeling a little burned out as late, and I want to get back on things. I want to be able to do my best in everything.

I had work at four. It was not a good day. We were behind and we had to leave a little earlier than normal, because our hours are so cut back. It was the first time in ... a very long time that I haven't finished everything. I don't even remember the last time I didn't. I didn't like it. Plus I get to open tomorrow, which is always fun after I close. And we have so much to do tomorrow. It makes me tired just thinking about it. But, I think that's good practice for my mission. Maybe?

It was a lazy day, sort of, for me. But also, I feel that I have made progress in a lot of ways. Basically, I still have a lot to figure out, but now I am motivated to actually figure it out. And that's the first step.